Last month Nathan and I took Benjamin to the Monterey Bay Aquarium. Though we had taken him as a baby a handful of times, it was his first chance to really explore and verbalize what he was seeing. We loved watching the excitement on Ben's face as he checked out the sea turtles, penguins, and sea otters. Touching a bat ray was especially thrilling, as was the toddler "Splash Zone" where he climbed a play structure, played with boats, and "controlled" the tides. It was a fun day, one of the last ones we will have together as a family of three. :)
My last post was, um...shall we say a bit...depressing? The truth is, I was not in a good place when I wrote that and I hadn't been in quite awhile. After publishing that entry, I stared at it on my computer screen and finally recognized it for what it was...a cry for help. So that same night I emailed some of my closest friends and laid it all out there. Here is a brief excerpt from that email: "I need a friend. I am desperately lonely, so I am reaching out to you ladies. I know that everyone is busy. We all have children, husbands, and homes that need tending, but personally, in my efforts to take care of those precious things, I am losing myself. So I am putting friendship on the priority list and humbly asking you to be my friend...We all need a little help sometimes. I'm finally putting aside my pride and asking for it. I hope to hear from you soon." Then I waited. For some reason I was so nervous about what the responses would be! I think that everyone wo...
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